My Grandma

There is only one person on this earth I love more than anything.. that's my Grandma.. she's my everything. Growing up she was always the best, I could go to her for anything talk to her about anything.. we would even just sit in the car when I was little and I would take her on imaginary trips through the sky.. fighting bad guys and all that jazz. Through the past couple years she's had a really hard time. It all started when she had a bad Anyerizim (I cant spell) and they found out she had bad cancer in her shoulder. She had a ton of medical crap and everything from pneumonia to water in her lungs.. it's been a really hard treck for her.. and I've been at her side every step of the way.. but now shes getting really sick again and im soo depressed. She is my light in this world.. she has overcome everything thrown in front of her. She's no saint.. but to me she is an angel. Since I was little both me and her were a tag team to help take care of my mom through all 5 of moms hip replacements and through all the other health problems.. it was always my grandma I could count on to show up she always had my back.. SHE always had my best interest at heart and when I thought I was all alone.. she was there. I've done everything I can to stay by her side.. and give her strength through all this but it just wrecks me inside that I cant do anything for her. . I cant take away the pain.. and the discomfort.. I would trade places with her 1000000 times over I just.. im so broken even thinking of this world without her..

I have such a hard time sometimes going over there.. my grandma was always like the energizer bunny.. I mean she's like 4 ft tall and skinny as a bone but strong as a ox and nothing could be to hard for us to tackle side by side. Now.. shes weak and can barely sit up for more then a hour.. and she has such a hard time doing the simplest of things.. it wrecks me on the inside.. I don't really know what the point to this blog is other then ranting about my grandma and how much I love her.. and thats it.. I LOVE my grandma and I just want to see her better again.. I.. just want to be a super hero to her like she has been to me my entire life. I pray to all the gods in heaven to help her through this hard time.. I love my little patty poops.